Malasnya......

Terlebih dahulu cheq nak ucapkan selamat menyambut Ramadan Al-Mubarak kepada semua umat Islam yang sedang berpuasa di hari ketiga ini. Semoga senantiasa diberkati Allah dan dimurahkan rezeki. As for me, I'm still struggling and adjusting myself to the eating habits during Ramadan. Tiap-tiap tahun, the first few days ni agak sukar sebab selalu kena diarrhea. Being a person who suffers from gastric, cheq perlu beberapa hari untuk adjust sebab perut penuh dengan acid dan angin. So anything cheq makan waktu sahur, mesti akan "keluar" semula not long after that.

Dan satu lagi masalah cheq is that kalau cheq bangun sahur, I can't go back to sleep afterwards. Ini buat cheq mengantuk sangat in the office. Nasib baik la ni cheq cuti, so okaylah sikit puasa kat kampung ni. Furthermore, Ramadan and Syawal do not mean much to me anymore these few years. Since my mom passed away, Hari Raya is just a starting point for me to eat during day time. Kekadang tu, cheq hanya tido depan TV by noon. Orang datang ke tak, cheq pun tak sedar. Last year's Ramadan was the worst among all, for some obvious reasons. Satu cabaran besar buat cheq, going through puasa and personal problems at the same time. This year it seems like history is repeating itself and I'm trying to be strong. If it is not for my dad, I don't have any eagerness to come back home for Hari Raya later this month.

Okay enough about that. La ni cheq rasa malas sangat nak bersiap sedia nak pindah ni. Barang2 masing berteraboq kat sana sini di kampung ni. My dad pulak yang kalut dok remind me to do this and that. Seriously, I'm not really looking forward to go, especially during this fasting month. Lihatlah sendiri gambar2 berikut :

*baju2 dan seluar2 masih di ampaian (....ampaian ke?? Ani... angkat baju di ampaian...hari mau hujan.... hehehe)

*sesetengah baju cheq sumbat je dalam almari. Who cares kan?? cheq saja yang nak pakai....

*alat2 kecantikan diri pun masih berselerak, belum berkemas. Belum ada motivasi diri nak bergerak buat semua ni

*tapi yang penting, cheq dah siap potong rambut bagai.... perut dah kempis sket (*matila topless for the blog).... and the best of all, see my tanning line. Padahal tak pi sunbathing mana2 pun dalam masa terdekat ni.

*and keja baru belum start tapi dah siap shopping2 sket untuk pakaian keja kat sana. Over sangat kan....??